A woman who is anchored fully into her WOMB, into her sensuality, her sexuality.... her sacred EROS is so fulfilled by her own energy that she has no interest in desperate activities such as seeking attention or validation from the outside world. She feels no need in siphoning energy from others to fulfill herself. She does not need to manipulate men to feel worthy. A womban who is embodying her EROS is anointed by her own essence. She is her own priority and number 1 lover. She gives herself everything, therefore becoming magnetic to the same royal treatment by the outside world.
Love, since the ancient times we have been getting programmed to seek for the beloved on the outside. Religion has played one of the biggest roles in putting us into this consciousness trap of outsourcing GOD. Religion that seemingly disconnected us from our Divinity, telling us that we are separate from God creating this huge empty hole within us. Ever since then, we have desperately been trying to fill up this empty space. This disconnection from the beloved, from the Eternal Source has plauged humanity for centuries resulting in men and women walking around miserable af, playing out a variety of manipulation schemes to get love from each other, to siphon energy from each other because of the delusion that we are disconnected from Eternal Source.
Now, as people are waking up to their spiritual essence, they are realizing that God is within. Many people comprehend in their mind, that "God is within" however they do not know what to do with that information. Knowing that God is within comes with not only a huge relief that "oh thank Goddes we no longer have to outsource", but it also comes with a HUGEEEE responsibility. Sovereignty is responsibility. When you remember that you are sovereign you have to go through the process of seeing where you are still blaming others, where you are victimizing yourself, where you are placing responsibility on others over your life. So when you remember that God is within you, you begin the journey of descending into your body to meet God, to meet Source, to meet your Divinity.
Often, when people embark on their journey of spiritual awakening, they dive into New Age which leads them into higher dimensions. I myself, when I woke up spiritually, dissassociated from 3D, I dissassociated from the material world and was ready to live in the clouds, thinking that I am already living in "New Earth".
However, I was literally leaving my body behind, having no foundation whatsoever. I was *delusional*. So when I realized that it is essential to build my foundation in order to become the human being that I am meant to be, I began my descent into the body, into lower dimensions. I started eating more dense foods, I started listening to lower frequency music, I started caring about money, just all of the lower chakras things that I was previously bypassing. My devotion to finding myself has led me into my WOMB. I then received the codes that my womb is the portal to my soul which made a whole lot of sense. I see my soul as the feminine, the waters, the eternal ocean. Whereas my consciousness is my masculine.
This is where it gets juicy, I started seeing how my consciousness is the masculine, and my soul, my feminine, wants "him" to come home. It is fascinating to me how the micro refelcts in the macro. How many times have you heard of the father of the family not being home? He is just wondering around distracted by other things forgetting the deep spiritual significance of family. Of being home. Of being the protector, the space holder, the strong warrior that families need in their home. This is reflected on the micro level in each human being. Many people are not actually in their bodies, their consciousness - their masculine, is everywhere but home, in the body.
I had this huge epiphany that for me to KNOW MYSELF, to EMBODY myself I absolutely must bring my consciousness into the body, this is the KEY. Every human being has masculine and feminine energy, I am sure you have heard this before. Remember in the beginning I was talking about how the religious programming casued people to seek for the beloved on the outside?
The beloved of your consciousness is your SOUL. The beloved of your soul is your CONSCIOUSNESS.
The marriage of the two polarities within you is the KEY to you embodying who you are meant to be.
Hieros Gamos is the marriage between a human and the divine. It is the marriage of your consciousness and your soul... and you as a whole human being are the child of that sacred marriage.
As your consciouness, your masculine begins to come back home into the body, penetrating the dark fertile soil of your subconscious, getting to KNOW your essence and going deep into your WOMB to meet your SOUL, you are being reborn into a more coherent, powerful being.
Womban, this is the sacred key to your wildest dreams, do you receive?
As you are opening up to your own consciousness to enter your temple, you are initiating yourself into a process of multidimensional rememberence. Because you are quite literally entering your subconscious, you will start seeing everything. The light of your consciousness will become aware of everything that has been hidden within you, the fears, the programs, the illusions, the yucky memories, the demons...
and as you face all of this... as your warrior-like, fierce masculine consciousness faces all of your subconscious, you will be activating your true, organic coding, the coding that, when activated, will materialize into you embodying your full potential.
This, of course is not an over-night process. When we truly devote ourselves to knowing who we are, as womben we begin to consciously move in a spiral.
I have been observing myself for years: for instance, I had the realization about 9 months ago that I really need to build my foundation. I did not know how I will do it, all I knew is that building my foundation is key. So, I set the intention, letting myself, my higher self, know that I am ready. And guess what? Everything that has been happening since then has been teaching me how to build my foundation. At some points of the journey it feels like I am so far off from my path, and then alchemy happens and all of a sudden I find myself at a deeper realization, embodying certain codes that I did not emody before and therefore knowing at a deeper level what the next step is in building my foundation. It is a spiral. Now, I am so aware of this spiral that I have complete trust, that everything that is happening is leading me into deeper awareness, and that if I feel frustrated, confused, overwhelmed, I KNOW that its part of the process. I believe it is becasue the feminine fluditiy exists in a spiral.
We constantly rebirth ourselves, every month we journey outwards and then come back into our WOMB CAVE to shed what needs to die, and we rebirth as more integrated, more powerful WOMBEN. Our feminine cycle inevitably requires that we surrender. The more we master the art of surrender the more potent our medicine, becasue as we surrender we are able to truly receive the magik of our soul.
When in the midst of learning how to build my foundation I truly innerstood that the key is my devotion to my womb I decided to do a ritual of marriage for myself. In this ritual I initiated my consciousness to enter into divine union with my Soul. I had a candle lit to represent my consciousness and a chalice with water to represent my soul. I visualized standing before an altar within my WOMB, and I spoke the sacred words of full and complete devotion. This ritual was a seed that I planted within myself, knowing that it will ripple out into all dimensions of my being and lead me deeper into my embodiment.
And of course it began to ripple out, and this seed that I planted sprouted into the roots that are my foundation. Now, a few months later the spiral of my priestess path has led me into building my sacred structure, creating energetic boundaries, (literally doing all of the masculine things, the provider/protector archetype... ) clearing major emotional codepence issues, and overall becoming an individuated being. I have deeper trust now, more awareness of my subconscious and I am so ecstatic about what I will unravel within myself next.
I am grounded in my WOMB and I KNOW for a fact that when us WOMBEN truly devote our consciousness into service to our wombs, we will birth the organic timeline on EARTH.
Because when we devote ourselves to our souls, our souls will guide us in every aspect of our life, and give us the code to materialize into our physical reality.
Recently, a beautiful womban named Delaney reached out to me to co-create an offering that will lead women into their wombs. We came together in such syncrhonicity, sharing our stories together about coming back into the body, tantrik twerking, and overall very juicy sacred feminine wisdom.
We decided to offer a 3 hour Tantrik Twerkshop called the Primal Call Of The Womb which will include a Hieros Gamos ceremony - we will lovingly hold your hand as you devote yourself to your WOMB, we will also share some very potent transmissions and complete the ceremony with Tantrik Twerking and celebration of the body.
The PRIMAL CALL OF THE WOMB will happen on January 12th, and it will be held on zoom.
If you have been feeling this call to anchor deeper into your body, this live transmission from Delaney and I will help you set the foundation for your embodiment. This will be a safe, intimate space surrounded by other women who are feeling the same call within.
The time is now, lets come together and say yes to the Primordial Call of the Mother.
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